Miss Haute

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:09:08 GMT

Brown Skull Purse

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Cute ferrets!

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 14:22:00 GMT

I'm bored, so I googled "Cute Ferret Pictures," and this is what I got.

I apologize ahead of time if these pictures belong to someone in this community. I'm not claiming them as my own, I'm just gushing over their adorable-ness.

How friggin' cute?

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:23:14 GMT

I is broke!

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 16:12:48 GMT

C'mon, people, help out the girl without a job!

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Jurassic Park

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 23:16:33 GMT

So, watching Jurassic Park here, and I'm having a bit of a debate with Justin. He says that the third Jurassic Park is the best. I think it's the worst. I think the first is by far the best, then the second, then the third. Anyone else? Input?

My color choices say...

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 21:12:27 GMT

"Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."

Is it just me, or were the movie awards, like, an homage to me?

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 13:40:24 GMT

Ha! Best movie... Twilight. Best male performance... Zac Efron for HSM 3. Best Female Performance... Kristen Stewart for Twilight (I can't say I agree with this, but ok). Breakthrough performance (male)... Robert Pattinson for Twilight. Breakthrough performance (female)... Ashley Tisdale for HSM 3. Best fight... Twilight. Best kiss... Twilight. Best song from a movie... "The Climb" from Hannah Montana.

OMG, Sex.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:33:48 GMT

I would like to invite everyone to SHUT UP!!!! I <3 Twilight, deal with it.

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SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:27:29 GMT

OK, just a thought... watching Season 3 of Buffy, and it just occurred to me that after Mrs. Post, it was said that Faith would remain under Giles' watch until a watcher could be found for her. Then, way down the road, Giles gets fired and almost immediately Wesley pops into Sunnydale. Why didn't the council assign Wesley to Faith when Mrs. Post was killed? I mean, we all know that Giles definitely focused his attention on Buffy, maybe Faith would've turned out better is she had a watcher of her very own. Of course, the series wouldn't have been as interesting but....

I dunno, just thinking...

Haning at a gym ain't so bad.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 01:41:45 GMT

OK, let's talk about my day.

Woke up early, train out to city, got to Equinox on time. Andres texts me, tells me he won't be coming in until about 4:00. Great, so I get to sit around the gym with snobby gym peoples for five hours by myself. Well, before I even get in there, I see Marla walking down the street. Turns out she works in the area. So, I get in, set up, and... sit. And sit, and sit, and sit. I smile, greet customers, talk to a few of them about the products, but mostly just sit. Then, one guy is leaving, so I give him a big smile and say, "Have a nice day," when he suddenly yells, "THAT'S SO COOL!" I'm wondering what the hell he's talking about... and he points at my tattoos. So we talk for a while, about high school and college and what I was doing there, etc, etc. Totally obvious he's hitting on me. So before he leaves he gets my phone number, then when I go to shake his hand, he kisses mine! What kind of guy does that?! He's probably totally a player, but still, it was nice to be flirted with. So, I'm sitting, sitting, sitting again, and this girl comes in. She's selling make-up, and it's actually a good deal. I got blush, eyeshadow, powder, lip gloss, and those oil blotting sheets for $20! I usually spend that much on one pot of eyeshadow! So, sitting, sitting, sitting. Ate some split pea soup, yum yum. Sitting, sitting, when all of a sudden one of the sales associates comes over with a customer and is like, "She's interested in a wide belt..." but, apparently it's too wide. So I show her the double-wrap, and lo and behold! A sale! *Dances* It was great to finally make a sale, after spending Thursday and Friday in that place. Andres finally showed up around 5:00 to relieve me, he even paid for my dinner! But then... there was the commute. I. Hate. Tourists. Seriously, why do they have to stop in the middle of the friggin' sidewalk to take a picture of some damn buildings?! And then they walk hand-in-hand, taking up the whole sidewalk so that you can't even scoot around them. Or, they weave back and forth, always getting in your way. Needles to say, a trip that should have taken me less than 20 minutes took more than twice that. So, I missed the 5:51 train and took the 6:27 one instead. Which is ok, 'cause that one is usually less crowded. So, on the ride home, I was reading New Moon again (shut up), while also thinking about the recent Justin drama, when I realized that Jake makes me happy, too. Jake from New Moon, not code-name Jake.
So, home now, might work on some homework, then bed.
PEACE!

Some ferret-ey pictures!

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 00:01:17 GMT

Fruit Loops, my favorite breakfast cereal!
(Yes, the box was empty).

Look at his little tongue sticking out!

My drug addict ferret.
(Yes, the bottle is empty)

HOUSE- In Loving Memory: Lawrence Kutner

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 00:55:42 GMT

Writer's Block: No Foolin'

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 23:59:00 GMT

What's the best April Fool's joke you've seen today?

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I, luckily, escaped any pranks. So far.

Marley And Me

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 01:13:43 GMT

OK, so I'm sitting here watching Marley and Me, and in the spirit of pet ownership, I decided to let the ferrets out. So, what happens?

Luke manages to steal the remote to my TV and puts the movie on mute. Apparently, I wasn't paying enough attention to him.
When I chased him under the bed to get my remote back, I discovered that he managed to get a hold of a roll of toilet paper and had it all over the place. Just to rub it in my face, he gathered up a bunch of it in his front paws and scooted backwards, pulling more off the roll.
Just at the end, when I'm crying hysterically, Luke, in a burst of energy, runs over the DVD player remote, causing the movie to go back to the main menu.

I swear that Luke is Marley reincarnated.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 00:48:31 GMT

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Dreams.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:07:07 GMT

I've been having really fucked up dreams lately. Violent dreams where I beat people up until they're limp like dolls. Or, dreams where people who haven't been in my life for years and years suddenly pop up and act like nothing is wrong. It's starting to get really disturbing. Last night, I guess the last episode of House was playing over and over again, and I had a dream that the next episode of House was using the same lines, only different things were happening. And in my dream, I was confused as to why the writers would use the same dialogue in two episodes that were so close together.

I wonder what Tony Shaloub will do now.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:22:04 GMT

:o( Monk's last season starts this summer. I wonder if he's going to find out how Trudy died, and whether or not he'll be reinstated.

Valentine's Day, '09.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 04:05:38 GMT

OK, so, even though I hate Valentine's Day, today was pretty cool. Woke up in Chase's bed at 11:00, drove home. Drank some coffee, worked on my homework. Went to work, got there just in time to not have to do the Valentine's Day party. Got to play with Kristen's dog and daughter, her daughter is so cute! And then Ginny brought me a Valentine's Day card! It's one of those musical cards, and it plays High School Musical!!! YAY!!!!!!! Anyway, for some reason I had a serious backache, so I texted Tina and Ginny and had them bring me Vicodin and muscle relaxers. I miss my Vicodin highs, they're so nice. Like Pink says, "I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me." *Sigh* I need more. Anyway, saw Jah-Vah and Clutch tonight. Got three cups of coffee!

Alright, well, that's pretty much it for now. Time to do homework, ugh.

Random.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 04:09:49 GMT

Actors who have been on Buffy who have also been on House:

Michelle Trachtenberg
Marc Blucas
Tom Lenk
Adam Busch
Joel Grey

Dunno why that's important to me, but it is.

One of those stupid surveys.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 19:17:34 GMT

Are you anyones first love?
I dunno.

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yes, unfortunately.

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Yes, unfortunately.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Fall. Oh, fall, with the leaves and the cool air. I hate snow, and I hate heat.

What are you doing tomorrow?
*Sigh* Work.

Are you addicted to anything? What?
Coffee. Cigarettes. Coffee. Twilight. Coffee. Prozac. Coffee. Did I mention coffee?

What do you do when you get mad?
Depends on what kind of mad. I get annoyed with people at work easy, but I usually just go into the office and bitch about it to whoever will listen, then I'm fine. If I'm really mad, I usually cry for about an hour or six, and then I'm over it.

What's bothering you right now?
God, what isn't bothering me right now? Mostly a recent conversation, it's really making me think about things that I'd rather not think about.

Who's the last guy you talked to?
Erick.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
I'm scared of the person I'm becoming. I'm scared that I don't feel much anymore. Like, I could say I'm happy (for lack of better word), and I still get annoyed with people, but I can't get close to people. I'm not talking physically, I'm talking emotionally. Even people who I've known for forever, and I consider some of my dearest friends, I can't tell them everything. I don't want to. I know that once I open up, it's too easy for them to hurt me, and I don't want to be hurt. But I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, either. It's tough.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, What do you say?
Are you flying?

Do you miss anyone from your past?
Not really. They're in my past for a reason.

If you could see someone right now who would it be?
I dunno. Anyone would do right now. Too much alone time isn't good, it makes me think.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Yes, even more so than just an hour ago.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
Closed.

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
What do they need me for?

Did you ever lose a best friend?
I've lost people who I thought were best friends, but turns out that they're not.

Are you going to kiss the last person you kissed again?
Probably.

Do you trust all of your friends?
No. I don't really trust any of them. Except Nessa, 'cause I know she'd love me no matter what I did.

Have you ever woken up next to someone and wanted to puke?
Yes!

If someone likes you what would be the best way to let you know?
Just tell me.

Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Depends on the person. Again, Nessa. And my ferrets. I think that may be about it, though.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
I think I've upset myself more than anyone else has.

Do believe everyone deserves a second chance?
A second chance, yes. A third, no.

Do you ever think about an ex?
Sure.

Would you ever get back with an ex?
Maybe Toni. That relationship never really had the chance to develop, I'd like to know what would've happened.

Who was the last person you hung out with?
Hmmm… dunno.

Is there anyone who won't leave you alone right now that you wish would?
Sort of. He's not bothering me, just everyone else I know.

Who knows ALL of your secrets?
Absolutely no one. Which is kind of unfortunate, 'cause there's definitely a lot I'd like to talk about, but can't.

What holiday is your birthday close to?
I dunno, what's in June? Father's day?

Are you easily distracted?
Yep!

Do your teeth chatter when you get goose bumps?
Not really.

If you could buy a dog right now, what would you name it?
I'd need to know the dog's personality. It took me about a week to figure out what to name Luke, and I needed Bonnie's help in the end.

What's the worst thing to happen to you today?
Having to go to school. Of course, it's only 2:00, so I have a lot of day left.

If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get?
I may break a leg, but I think that'd be the worst.

Do you like a particular brand of shoe?
Converse! And Doc Martens.

Do you find graveyards scary?
No, I love them. No one can bother you there, everyone is dead.

How can you tell someone likes you?
I'll usually just try to sleep with them. If they like me, I'll succeed.

Ever been in love?
I guess.

How long was your longest relationship?
Without breaking up? Two and a half years, I guess.

Were you happy in it?
No. That's why it's over.

Think of the last person who said I love you to you, who was it, do you think they meant it?
I actually think that was Joey. I know he didn't mean it in a relationship way, more of a brotherly, you-annoy-the-piss-out-of-me-but-it's-ok way.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
Last week, I think.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Doubt it.

What can't you wait for?
School to be over. Just a week and a half, yes!

Is this the best year of your life?
No, that would definitely be my senior year in high school.

Have you ever showered with anyone, if so how many?
Actually, I shower alone. I dunno if I would shower with someone, to me shower time is alone time.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm not sure. I think people can tell when I get pissed off, but I don't know about any of the other emotions. I can't remember feeling any other emotions lately.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Hit the snooze button.

Who knows you the best?
Me.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Not really. I got maybe 6 hours of sleep at home, and then about an hour on the train.

Did you sleep with anyone last night?
Nope.

Have anyone on your mind?
I definitely have a lot on my mind, but I don't know if it involves anyone in particular. More like everyone I know, and have known.

Whose birthday is coming up?
JESUS! No, just kidding. Uhm, I think Joey's is coming soon.

If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
Nope! And that's probably why I keep getting hurt.

When you say you dont care, do you mean it?
Yes, especially now.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
I'm not unhappy, but not satisfied.

Why are you single?
Because I don't want to deal with relationship bullshit right now. I want to be able to hang out with who I want, when I want, and not have to worry about anyone else. I don't want to wind up with another controlling, selfish asshole and be miserable. But that's part of my problem right now. Is it really fair for me to say that? How do I know that I won't meet someone who isn't a controlling, selfish asshole? If I do, will I get into a relationship with them? Probably not. But then what if I'm missing out on something awesome? That's why I'm all about casual sex right now. I get the happy, and without the baggage. Not to mention that I read an article recently that talked about attraction and relationships. It basically said that all relationships are is the attraction. We have it in our heads to reproduce, and therefore when we meet someone we're physically attracted to, our hormones go crazy and make us think we're in love. But, then the hormones start to calm down, and then you realize that it wasn't love at all. But by that time you're stuck in a relationship, and you don't want to hurt the other person, so you endure it until eventually you're miserable and bitter and things end badly. So, right now, I'll go for the casual sex, and worry about relationships once my hormones have calmed down.

Are you sarcastic?
Yes.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Probably not, 'cause I'm easily distracted. So, I'd wind up thinking about something, and then thinking about something else, and then eventually get to the point where I'm thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking about, and then I'm not happy.

Animal Cruelty

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 19:56:56 GMT

This is the worst kind of animal cruelty:

My life, the party.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 18:33:25 GMT

I finally figured out what it's like to be in my head; what it's like to deal with people the way I do.

So, pretend you're throwing a party with your buddy, and something funny happens, right? So every time someone walks in the door, your buddy is like, "Oh man, tell them what happened!" So you tell the story, and then the next person comes in, and you tell the story again. After a while, you get so sick of telling the story, but you endure and tell it over and over. Finally, you just get so fed up that you want to scream and cry and tell everyone to fuck off, and eventually you just go hide in a room somewhere just so you don't have to deal with all the people and go through the fucking story again.

That's exactly like my life. I'm so sick and tired of going through the motions of talking to people that I want to go hide in a room somewhere, in the dark, by myself.

Lot's 'o pills.

SpydersKyss@yahoo.com — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 18:40:36 GMT

Hahahaha, lets see what drugs I've taken since I woke up at 10:00 AM.

Finacea (sp?) gel for my face
Yaz for PMDD (which did not help at all)
Prozac
Xanax

And the days not over! I think it's fuckin' hysterical how I have to pump my body full of all this crap just to survive day by day. Sure, some of it's unnecessary, like the Finacea and the Yaz, but it's still part of my prescriptions. Then there's the cocktail of vitamins I take every day. I wonder how much of my body is natural and how much is chemical at this point.

OK, well, enough of my amusing rant. Gotta go pretend I want to go to work.

PEACE!